WHAT IF I NEVER SAW YOU? WHAT IF WE NEVER MET? WHAT IF I NEVER LOVED YOU, OR DID THE THINGS I DID? ALL THE LOVE I GAVE AND ALL THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD BUT THOSE GOOD TIMES WILL NEVER AMOUNT UP TO ALL OF THOSE WE HAD BAD. AFTER ALL THE LIES AND HEARTACHE YOU PUT ME THROUGH TIME AFTER TIME WEEK AFTER WEEK, NEVER ONCE HAD I IMAGINED IT'D BE OVER AND MY HEART YOU'D GET TO KEEP...SO I'M WRIGHTING THIS ALL LETTING IT OUT...WHAT IF WE WERE STILL TO BE? WHY OH WHY IS IT THAT YOU STILL SEEM TO HAVE APART OF MY MIND AND WHAT GOES ON INSIDE OF ME? I TRY MY BESTTO FIGHT YOUR SPIRIT WHEN THE GOING GET REAL TOUGH BUT IT SEEMS YOU HAVE A HOLD ON ME, OR MY HEART YOU'VE HELD AND CUFFED. I ALLOW MY MEAGER HEART TO BARE LEFT SCARED AND ASHAMED OF LOVING AGAIN OR JUST HAVING SOME ONE WHO CARES...SO THE QUESTION REMAINS "WHAT IF?" THE TRUTH WILL NEVER BE KNOWN-  IN THIS LITTLE LOVE GAME YOU PLAY, OR IS IT A GAME OF MY OWN?

Posted by Wilburn_Fle on Sat 27 Jan 2007 7:16:58 pm     | 2 comments

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